No Strings Attached:

Ultimately when it comes to giving, it doesn't come with strings attached. I don't keep count of what's owed to me in return. Basically when I give of myself, I do without a hidden agenda. Why? Because I genuinely give without expectations. Low and behold, if anyone knows what it's like to be without, what it's like to be ignored when you desperately needed someone's understanding, or simply just having someone there by your side, or to open yourself, heart and not be heard, to care and never be cared for--been there, and even then, I gave what I could give. Essentially I give because I receive, not to mention I'm aware of the value I carry in my heart. To allow the world, anything, or anybody keep me from sharing what I've got to give is totally unacceptable. When I give, I give my all, and consider me all in. We all must give to get, and get to give without expectations, without reservations, or conditions. All in, no other exceptions. I've also come to the conclusion that sometimes we have to be more sensitive with others and learn that not everyone can give what you can, or on the level you can, just be thankful and grateful for who they are and accept the level of what they can give, which is good enough, because you never know what hell or heaven the are currently living in at the moment. Otherwise you will live miserably in your near future because you never took the time to understand that not everyone is like you or can give what you can give, you'll always put expectations on people and not be compassionate towards them. Giving is for-giving and giving is a way of life, what makes the karma flow, and a little something we all desire.

Fill The Void

In my experience, I've learned to just be and go with the flow, if you let go of someone or something, just leave it alone. In the mean time, just let it be. Like they say; "if it's meant to be, it will be," if not, that's fine too. However, in this moment, live it up and just be grateful and thankful. After all, life could be worse. You will never be given more than what you can bear, whatever the case, it'll only make you stronger and wiser. Stay joyful, no matter what, and remember, happiness is temporal but joy in the soul is yours forever! Sometimes there are just somethings you can't do anything about, but, you can change your perception about it and change your attitude towards the situation. Let it be, and you'll be free. Easier said than done, I know, however, the least you can do is practice. I did, I do, and am.