It's Permitted:

Everything in my life, up until now, you've permitted it, only to manifest your works, in me, through me; let your will be done. You've renewed my eyes, that now I can see. I believe in you, Son of God. You allow me to see that not everything is what it seems to be, not all things last forever, not all is to be kept. You've brought me through and made me realize there are somethings better left unseen, untouched, unfixed, unrevealed; as there are things I've also looked at attentively, with much thought, and contemplated, which are those things that need extra work, attention, love, prayer and revelation. What I know now undoubtedly is that the only unmovable, sustainable, unshakable truth you've unveiled to me is; your Word is the truth, way and life, your Love is forever, your Grace is sufficient, and your Mercy is everlasting. The truth is, Jesus, my Lord, I adore you, Jesus, son of God, I will worship you for all eternity!