Maybe, just Maybe:

Has it ever crossed your mind that maybe it’s not supposed to be easy for you. Perhaps you’re one of the few that can handle tough times, hard trials and tribulations, and through it all, still choose to be a loving, compassionate, and caring person. Has it ever accrued to you it’s going how it’s going because you’re built for it. Maybe there's still a chance for you to turn things around, maybe you still have time to choose to be different. Maybe God would rather slow it all down, frustrate you, than letting things keep going as they were or to let it all keep going the way it is now and fail you. Ever thought this is your time to refine? Could it be the pieces are being put back together or into position, once again? What if all this isn't a test--there's a big possibility there's a future tailored made specifically to what’s best for you ahead, and perhaps taking it all into consideration, understanding that rushing it all could bring it to ruin. Maybe you’re as different as you feel, maybe you’ll stay strong long enough to teach people to feel the same about themselves or see things, life in your perspective. Perhaps we’ll call it love. Why not see this as what your growth looks like in this season, and be okay with knowing it’s okay to accept and love that person anyway. As long as you know you’re giving or gave it your all, and you're giving and gave the very best of you that you have to give. Keep going, keep moving, no matter what others may say or think, after all, this is your life. Don’t stress a thing. It’s going to work out because you're not going to stop but continue to put in the work. Everything will work out as it should and all for your good at the end of it all, knowing, God has your back and has the last word, and knowing, He will uphold you, keep you and sustain you.