Second Chances

Chances that turn into a million too many insanely choices: If something or someone you left alone, avoided because of its bitter taste, and you knew at the time with all that you know this would seem almost too impossible to change or improve yet you still held onto hope and proceeded to believe, while keeping in mind the whole logical reason you left it to begin with was because it was soul crushing, unbalanced, unhealthy yet you allowed yourself to be vulnerable and receive it back into your life, to give it another shot, another try, however the taste is still the same after all this time, after everything, yet, still no change----why keep it, or continue to pursue it, to endure it? There comes a point where realization kicks in, knocks at the door and helps you to understand and accept the plain fact, the truth that sometimes, somethings, people, situations in this world will never change, they're permanent, and there's absolutely nothing you can do to change it and definitely nothing you can do about because you've done all that you can do, been down this road more than once, etc., etc.. Eventually, the only option(s) you have or are left with are to remain, and to carry on. Time is the most valuable element in life we all posses and its something we can never replace nor regain, ever. Everything takes work and effort, but there are certain things along your journey you simply have to let up, shake off, leave alone, leave them there and carry on. Stay positive, keep doing you and work with what you've got to take you to another level of greatness, a level that will take you where you truly need to be, where you belong right now, at this very moment and on to the next. Some "second chances" are better used when used by you, give yourself a chance to renovate you to become a better you; everything else in your life will eventually fall into its place, eventually.

Finally, You Realize:

It is just as important to know what you do not want or need as much as it is to know what you do want and need.

Sometimes when you go through a period of great difficulty and struggle, it is so that you can finally realize what you do NOT want or need in your life. Then finally, at long last, you can embrace what you DO want and need. Life has a beautiful way of expressing herself to you...Wisdom is her name, it may take time, and time again to finally receive it, understand it and gain it. And one must always obtain an open mind, a receptive heart, and a willing spirit in order to obtain it.

The Results Of Hidden Agendas:

Received some awesome news this afternoon, along with some disappointing news that a close and dear to my heart, person received today, (my heart ached in the same), and mind you this all took place at the same exact time, which I might add was kind of difficult to be extremely happy, when I felt sad at that very moment as well. But, you know, we can't always control everything, nor the fact that some people purposely have hidden agendas that obviously we have no control over, and well, truth is, they do somehow have an impact on our lives whether we like it or not, be it good or bad, (but usually bad; hypothetically thinking), whether we accept to face it, and deal with it like the bigger person that most of us are, and chances are we will. To the conclusion of it all, you have to immediately tell yourself that no matter what others may say, or do, you are still a champion at the end of the day, nothing can bring you down or keep you there, because you belong on top as the conqueror that you are and always have been. You're still here, that alone signifies, gives you the opportunity, and the chance to still make it better than it ever was! Although, this may call for major, uncomfortable adjustments, but the possibilities are endless! And remember, there is an all knowing God! Let God handle them, while He takes care of you!  The ending results: are God's, not theirs! And that, defeats their purpose of it all. So what are you waiting for?!?! #AllSmilesBaby #KeepMoving #DontSettle  #NoStress #OnlyJoy ♥ 

Knowing To Trust You:

Ultimately, you have to trust what you know. It may seem ridiculous, others may not understand, however you have to trust you. You’ll receive peoples opinions, listen to their reasoning of thought, but when it's all said and done, you have to go with your heart, trust your instinct. There is absolutely no-one else who knows what's best for you other than you. Connect, surround yourself with individuals who care about your happiness, well being, rather than people who want to see you fail and hurt. Limit yourself to those who surround you that believe you’re capable, strong enough to handle making a couple mistakes or bad choices. Stick with people who know the importance and the value of experience, who have the courage enough to motivate, support you through their wisdom, knowledge, or simply through the word of God. There are large quantity of people who never in their life have experienced real love because they encircle themselves with weak friends, they take their advice when they tell them to give up, all because they’re more concerned about looking dull, unintelligent  rather than being happy. When you realize, recognize that something is of real worth, quitting is no exception, considering you are infuriated, upset, frustrated, or disappointed, you have to stay steadfast. You can't continually hold onto grudges, foster anger, and go over regrets in your head, repeatedly. It's all about progress, know when to move on, and seeing your life excel. Many times, in many cases people tend to miss out on wonderful experiences that are embedded in their hearts all because they believe, and accept what others believe is right for them, instead of believing what is in their hearts and what would truly make them happy. Grant it, you'll have those who absolutely care for you and hope the best, your family that support you, but ultimately you have to do what's best for you. The choices you make are yours, take the initiative to make them for yourself; if you’re going to live with regrets, make sure they’re not someones choices or decisions that were made for you. Life in many ways can be simple, but not always so easy, you’re going to experience tough challenges, hardships, and some rough battles, however, you must fight for what you know is right, and what's in your heart. Not everybody will have the ability to withstand what you have and will endure in life. You will not be given more than what you can handle. When something isn’t right or good for you, God will reveal it to you when it’s time, and when that takes place be true to yourself, and honest enough to recognize it when that time comes.

Justice Will Arrive:

What sadness to see and know that people can arrive at the point where they feel there's a point of no return, or to continue on where they left off once they lose all self-esteem, become heartless and idle, all because of what they had to endure based on others careless, senseless, hostel, aggressive behavior; (other peoples actions can have an effect on other peoples  lives--good or bad, it's the truth.); which at one point in their lives consolidated others that surrounded them, (and probably still do), they criticized the notion, swore up and down they would never come to this. Nonetheless, I am here to inform you that there is an all knowing God that sees everything, whom is aware of your surroundings, and every act that takes place in your life--whether it be your actions, or someone's actions against you; Gods divine justice will arrive. They may try and sweep their behavior under the rug, cover the sun with their finger so that in the long run they mistakenly believe they'll avoid crying tears of blood. Perfection doesn't exist, neither am I perfect, however one must know their value, where they stand, and walk with people that are of value and worth, and on the contrary, people who will help them grow and not push them down with one hand while helping them up with the other. Remember, there is a God.

Fixer Upper

Have you ever witnessed a skilled craftsman going into an old broken down home and restoring it into something fabulous? God is the master of restoration, taking the broken and damaged making them whole again, and nothing less than beautiful. Are there some things in your life that could use a little work, a little fixing? Perhaps you should consider allowing yourself to be God's next fixer upper project. Ask yourself; "what have I got to lose?" God is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we could ever ask or think. Think about it.

It's Permitted:

Everything in my life, up until now, you've permitted it, only to manifest your works, in me, through me; let your will be done. You've renewed my eyes, that now I can see. I believe in you, Son of God. You allow me to see that not everything is what it seems to be, not all things last forever, not all is to be kept. You've brought me through and made me realize there are somethings better left unseen, untouched, unfixed, unrevealed; as there are things I've also looked at attentively, with much thought, and contemplated, which are those things that need extra work, attention, love, prayer and revelation. What I know now undoubtedly is that the only unmovable, sustainable, unshakable truth you've unveiled to me is; your Word is the truth, way and life, your Love is forever, your Grace is sufficient, and your Mercy is everlasting. The truth is, Jesus, my Lord, I adore you, Jesus, son of God, I will worship you for all eternity! 

The Act Of Restitution

When I forgave you, and I forgave myself; it was a good thing. And the most wise thing that we could have done, was to start off from the very beginning, not from where we left off. There's no sense in a resurrection, if you are going to crucify over and over again. When trust was broken, you were forgiven, and you were given another chance to show you could be trusted; you start fresh, from the beginning. Don't ask to be trusted, if you are going to break it again, repeatedly. It bruises the heart. And you were willing to lose, to sacrifice the person you said you loved and cared for---for what? For nothing. Who are you giving up on--all because you are dealing with some aggression. Think about it. ♥

New Start

There's a lot to be gained, much to learn through temporal pain, and could possibly be the key to finding extended, long-term happiness. When the time comes to move on, a mistake most people make is not being attentive of what to look for, instead they learn what to avoid. The key is to focus on what’s most important, seek acceptance, and let your experiences make you a better person. In the event you find you're still struggling, hurting from your past, perhaps it's because you have yet to receive what you need, and/or know in order for you to move forward. It's not so much about you learning life's experiences for the sake of appearing intelligent; seek wisdom and simply apply them to your life. Try not to make the same choices, decisions repeatedly over and over again, and stop calling them a mistake, they're not a mistake, the problem is you haven’t learned yet. Is the story still the same for you, sad? Stop taking experiences for granted. Maybe it's time you begin to take full responsibility. Whatever it is that you're doing must change. Everything we go through in life pretty much has something to gain, to learn, to build our strength, and mold us into the person we're purposely meant to be. Take your experiences and gain strength, courage from them, let it build your confidence, look fear in the face, face your giants, and tell yourself; if I made it through that, then I will most assuredly make it through the next element that comes my way.

Taking Control:

Let's face it; you can’t always take things too personal.  Others actions and words shouldn’t be modified to walk warily, quietly around your feelings. There comes a point where one must learn how to take and accept the truth for what it is. Creating unnecessary assumptions and manipulating words, situations are nothing more than an new way for you to lie to yourself and possibly those who surround you. Learn how to discern when you’re in a certain "mood”, how to check your attitude, and when to draw back. No-one should have to walk on pins and needles because the other is being entirely too sensitive. Catch yourself before you say and do when you’re extremely infuriated. Being lead with your feelings can quickly turn into you being faced with regrets.  Anger is a strong feeling of displeasure, which then leads to malice and arrogance. It doesn't take much intelligence, thought to be angry; which explains why most of what a person says when angry sounds pretty much ridiculous. When you don’t like something it does not justify that everybody doing it is wrong. Never apologize for being you. If honesty is what you want, then honesty is what you get. Exclude all complaining, don't let it be a part of what you do twenty four seven. Allowing your emotions get the best of you or crying a river is not always necessary when you're being faced with elements. Remember, when asking somebody else to change, it also implies and requires you to prepare yourself to do the same. Be willing to give as much as you take. Not everything said or done is to be taking to heart. Be in tune with your emotions, not controlled by them.